Dream Life

If things where at there best or at least as good as I can get it. This is what  I would like my life to be like.

I would awake in a home that I own with someone I love next to me. I would ready myself for the day ahead one without stress or frustration. The day would consist of me doing the things that make me happy; reading a book, watching a movie or TV show, playing a game on the computer, spending time with the people I love and may other things.

I understand that his could be real if I worked if I strive to achieve this dream it will become life. I have lived for over three decades and I have not done anything to improve my well being. It is time to change time to wake up and stop dreaming and to make my life what I want it to be. Yet I can not do this alone, I need help and seek it not from any that read this but from the people that are in my life. I need to find my path and follow it to the life that I deserve.

In Need of a Helping Hand

I posted yesterday about my indiegogo and well as I see it may not get done. There is still time a month in fact to get it funded.
Why would someone fund this?
I have asked myself this a few times and deep down there is an answer that I can not bring to the surface. I know what I want to do with the money and it is more than buying a computer. I have lived a life of depression and self hate that I find my own feelings to be nothing more than a joke. I want to explore something new in life to do something that I think is good for me.

What Are You Asking?
I am asking for money. I am asking four you to buy into something that has no value, Me. I truly see myself as a waste and well with this I shall have all the proof I need. Yet I want to improve, to rise up above my self destruction and this is me reaching up for someone to pull me out of this hole that I have dug myself into.

More Than Just Games
With this funded I will do more than just games I will reach deep within and start to explore myself. I shall blog about what I feel and how my thoughts effect me and the people around me. I will prove to myself that I have value and that life is worth living.

How is Having Someone buy You a Better Computer Going to help?
It will help by allowing me to step away from the limitations I have now. I will use the improved computer to work on things that will provide entertainment for others. Enjoyment for both me and the people that support this project.

So What do I need to do if I want to Help?\
Go over to Lets Build: My Life with a New Computer and donate a dollar. The thing with crowd funding is everyone can help.