Hope: PCH Set For Life

For the first time in a long time I feel alive, hopeful and full of joy. I dream of something that I hope will come true, something I want, need and deserve. Something that will set me free from my financial restraints. Yet I know it is a dream a miracle even. And I do pray that it will come to pass yet I do not let the ideal control me.I want this more than I can say in words, even without wining I know I am blessed
Yet I sit here hopping, dreaming awaiting for the moment to see of “What If” that time where I can be free that moment of truth moment that more than likely will not come for me yet I still hope and long for it to come.
I must remain positive, keep my head up and dream a dream that most will say is impossible or even delusional yet I hope, pray and dream that it will come to pass.
I can not say for certain what I will do if I win but I believe it will be wonderful to find out.
God please hear me, please find it within you to give me the opportunity to do great things.

School and My Own Business: PCH Week Four

PCH 7,000 a Week Set For Life
Week four a full month of an estimated $21,000 and wow to think about that. It is a lot of money when you are living off food stamps and your grandmother. So here is hoping that I can get this and put it to good use. Considering there are many people who do not even make that in a year and if I won I would get it each month, It is just wow.
A dream and a wish all wrapped into one and I know that I will not let it go to my head. If the day comes I will put each week into more than myself.

Foundation for the Future
Once week four shows up I will look into using it to start a foundation of learning and businesses to share with others what I have. I would found no-profit organizations to just researching charities to donate money to. I would hire a few people and be able to offer them a decent yearly salary just off the money I get from this sweepstakes.
I would need to get some education under my belt to be able to learn what is needed to well keep track of a lot of things and well there will be a lot of work even if I am “set for life” from winning I would not just do nothing, I would do even more than I do now, a lot more.

So Much More
Like I said I would not be doing nothing I would find something to focus on and each week after this would be an adventure. I know I will splurge on thing that are not needed but the main focus I will have is to find people who need the money more than I do and make sure they can use it in a way that fits. The dream of $7,000 a week is just unfathomable, it is just too much for one person. And I will not be the only one who benefits from it so God if you see me please hear me and give me a changed to become something more.

I Own It: PCH Week Two

Recap Week One
Week one would be just me paying off debt and for good reason as it will set up what I want for week two.

I Own It
Week two would be straightforward, I would use my new-found wealth to buy a house and vehicle. I would take out a loan and get something small no need to spend more than what is necessary.

Vehicle
I would want something new, but I can settle on a used one as they are cheaper. If I did get a new car it would be $20,000-$25,000 and it would be a truck.

If it would be possible I would try to get a loan for not one car but five and with the same budget for a new car I would get myself a car as well as four others. The other cars would not be for me as well having five cars would be a bit much. I would give them to fiends and family or to some stranger. Who knows and why go new and get one for me when I cane use the same cash to get something for someone in need.

Home
Something cheap, as long as it has four walls and a roof and nothing is failing in it I will be happy. If I can find a duplex where I live in one and my grandmother lives in the other it would be great.
One that I would want to try to get:

But it is a bit high priced at $ 139,900

All in all I think I can dream big and spend the cash each week wisely but who knows planes tend to fail and well I need to win first.

Awakening

It is time for me to wake up, time for me to set out and finish something that I have began. This path that I am on will not lead me to the place I wish to go. I must depart this mindset and start fresh. It will not be easy but it shall be worth it. What I am to do I do not know. How I am to wake up and start living, well this is something I have not put much time in.
I know in my heart that I must change, I must become something more, that I am worth a lot more than I give myself credit for. Yet each day is a waste, each moment lost. I must wake up, I must see the light and I must move forward. I have done this same thing many times. I want this one to be the one that puts me on a path of improvement, a path of self enlightenment.
This moment now is one that must last one that can not be undone. The fog of my mind must stay clear and I shall do my best to not fall back into the dreadful sleep of self doubt, despair and self loathing.

God give me the strength I need to fight. The power to wake up when I once again began to fall asleep. The motivation to move forward and the wisdom I need to complete the things I set my mind on.

A World of my Own

I am going to do it, I am going to create something that I can call my own. It shall be a grand undertaking but I will get this done. I will create my very own world. It will be for a game of course but I shall build every last detail within it. Not in a computer world but one in words. Every rock every speck of dust shall have a place in it. I will go all in on this creation leaving nothing out.

It will be a world full of magic and wonder. Of good and evil it will be a story that I can share with any that is willing to read.