I sit wondering what the day shall bring hoping that inspiration hits me. I ponder on many things yet nothing seams to stick into my mind as I try to think of something to do with my time. At this moment that something is to just type random things as they come to my mind. I hope that can do more with my life, pray that I can wake up from the nightmare that is my reality.
Yet it is not as easy as it should be, I question on things that should not be and wish for things that can never be. I am lost, alone afraid of what is to come. Hope is in me yet it does not surface, it lingers in the back of my mind cowering from the world that around me. I want more no I need more, to be something, to do something yet I do nothing. I am a waste.
Time, times is not on my side as I am a person that waste time someone that just sits idle as the world passes me. I am nothing more than what I make of myself and I make nothing of myself. A coward, afraid of both success and failure. I pause at the moment I see any prospect of hope. Daunting and without motivation I sit waiting for a miracle that shall never come, hoping for something to fall in place. Yet nothing ever does.
I need to rise up, to awaken yet I can not do it alone. I can not do it without help. I need help, guidance from anyone that is willing. So to any that read this please send me something anything.
For the first time in a long time I feel alive, hopeful and full of joy. I dream of something that I hope will come true, something I want, need and deserve. Something that will set me free from my financial restraints. Yet I know it is a dream a miracle even. And I do pray that it will come to pass yet I do not let the ideal control me.I want this more than I can say in words, even without wining I know I am blessed
Yet I sit here hopping, dreaming awaiting for the moment to see of “What If” that time where I can be free that moment of truth moment that more than likely will not come for me yet I still hope and long for it to come.
I must remain positive, keep my head up and dream a dream that most will say is impossible or even delusional yet I hope, pray and dream that it will come to pass.
I can not say for certain what I will do if I win but I believe it will be wonderful to find out.
God please hear me, please find it within you to give me the opportunity to do great things.
PCH 7,000 a Week Set For Life
Week four a full month of an estimated $21,000 and wow to think about that. It is a lot of money when you are living off food stamps and your grandmother. So here is hoping that I can get this and put it to good use. Considering there are many people who do not even make that in a year and if I won I would get it each month, It is just wow.
A dream and a wish all wrapped into one and I know that I will not let it go to my head. If the day comes I will put each week into more than myself.
Foundation for the Future
Once week four shows up I will look into using it to start a foundation of learning and businesses to share with others what I have. I would found no-profit organizations to just researching charities to donate money to. I would hire a few people and be able to offer them a decent yearly salary just off the money I get from this sweepstakes.
I would need to get some education under my belt to be able to learn what is needed to well keep track of a lot of things and well there will be a lot of work even if I am “set for life” from winning I would not just do nothing, I would do even more than I do now, a lot more.
So Much More
Like I said I would not be doing nothing I would find something to focus on and each week after this would be an adventure. I know I will splurge on thing that are not needed but the main focus I will have is to find people who need the money more than I do and make sure they can use it in a way that fits. The dream of $7,000 a week is just unfathomable, it is just too much for one person. And I will not be the only one who benefits from it so God if you see me please hear me and give me a changed to become something more.
Yep I know this is a dream and that the odds of me winning are well, not in my favor. I do know that winning this would be a life changer, one that I welcome with open arms. I dream and I pray that I win this with all that is in me and I truly believe I deserve it.
Week one pay off bills, week two get loans for a home and vehicle. Not much but it is what is needed to get set for the future.
Health and Well-being
As for week three, I would get my health under check. I would finally go and see a doctor after more than ten years of not seeing one. I would also get both health and life insurance. So in short another short week of spending but it sets me up for a hopefully a long and healthy life. Seven thousand a week for life is going to be peace of mind that myself and people I love will well be set for life.
Recap Week One
Week one would be just me paying off debt and for good reason as it will set up what I want for week two.
I Own It
Week two would be straightforward, I would use my new-found wealth to buy a house and vehicle. I would take out a loan and get something small no need to spend more than what is necessary.
I would want something new, but I can settle on a used one as they are cheaper. If I did get a new car it would be $20,000-$25,000 and it would be a truck.
If it would be possible I would try to get a loan for not one car but five and with the same budget for a new car I would get myself a car as well as four others. The other cars would not be for me as well having five cars would be a bit much. I would give them to fiends and family or to some stranger. Who knows and why go new and get one for me when I cane use the same cash to get something for someone in need.
Something cheap, as long as it has four walls and a roof and nothing is failing in it I will be happy. If I can find a duplex where I live in one and my grandmother lives in the other it would be great.
One that I would want to try to get:
But it is a bit high priced at $ 139,900
All in all I think I can dream big and spend the cash each week wisely but who knows planes tend to fail and well I need to win first.