For the first time in a long time I feel alive, hopeful and full of joy. I dream of something that I hope will come true, something I want, need and deserve. Something that will set me free from my financial restraints. Yet I know it is a dream a miracle even. And I do pray that it will come to pass yet I do not let the ideal control me.I want this more than I can say in words, even without wining I know I am blessed
Yet I sit here hopping, dreaming awaiting for the moment to see of “What If” that time where I can be free that moment of truth moment that more than likely will not come for me yet I still hope and long for it to come.
I must remain positive, keep my head up and dream a dream that most will say is impossible or even delusional yet I hope, pray and dream that it will come to pass.
I can not say for certain what I will do if I win but I believe it will be wonderful to find out.
God please hear me, please find it within you to give me the opportunity to do great things.
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School and My Own Business: PCH Week Four
PCH 7,000 a Week Set For Life
Week four a full month of an estimated $21,000 and wow to think about that. It is a lot of money when you are living off food stamps and your grandmother. So here is hoping that I can get this and put it to good use. Considering there are many people who do not even make that in a year and if I won I would get it each month, It is just wow.
A dream and a wish all wrapped into one and I know that I will not let it go to my head. If the day comes I will put each week into more than myself.
Foundation for the Future
Once week four shows up I will look into using it to start a foundation of learning and businesses to share with others what I have. I would found no-profit organizations to just researching charities to donate money to. I would hire a few people and be able to offer them a decent yearly salary just off the money I get from this sweepstakes.
I would need to get some education under my belt to be able to learn what is needed to well keep track of a lot of things and well there will be a lot of work even if I am “set for life” from winning I would not just do nothing, I would do even more than I do now, a lot more.
So Much More
Like I said I would not be doing nothing I would find something to focus on and each week after this would be an adventure. I know I will splurge on thing that are not needed but the main focus I will have is to find people who need the money more than I do and make sure they can use it in a way that fits. The dream of $7,000 a week is just unfathomable, it is just too much for one person. And I will not be the only one who benefits from it so God if you see me please hear me and give me a changed to become something more.
Dream Life
If things where at there best or at least as good as I can get it. This is what I would like my life to be like.
I would awake in a home that I own with someone I love next to me. I would ready myself for the day ahead one without stress or frustration. The day would consist of me doing the things that make me happy; reading a book, watching a movie or TV show, playing a game on the computer, spending time with the people I love and may other things.
I understand that his could be real if I worked if I strive to achieve this dream it will become life. I have lived for over three decades and I have not done anything to improve my well being. It is time to change time to wake up and stop dreaming and to make my life what I want it to be. Yet I can not do this alone, I need help and seek it not from any that read this but from the people that are in my life. I need to find my path and follow it to the life that I deserve.
Newegg Wishlist
Well not that anyone will go and buy this stuff for me. I am looking for a new computer, one I want to put together myself if you wish to buy a part checkout my wishlist on newegg.com
As I am dreaming thinking someone will come and buy me parts why not go all the way and put some laptops for you to buy me. O and why not here are some full build systems with outrageous price tags.
Jokes aside I would like to get something that would allow me to rise above my own self doubt. This is not a joke in any way I would like to get a new system set up and to use it to live a better life. It will help me it will.
A World of my Own
I am going to do it, I am going to create something that I can call my own. It shall be a grand undertaking but I will get this done. I will create my very own world. It will be for a game of course but I shall build every last detail within it. Not in a computer world but one in words. Every rock every speck of dust shall have a place in it. I will go all in on this creation leaving nothing out.
It will be a world full of magic and wonder. Of good and evil it will be a story that I can share with any that is willing to read.
