Hope: PCH Set For Life

For the first time in a long time I feel alive, hopeful and full of joy. I dream of something that I hope will come true, something I want, need and deserve. Something that will set me free from my financial restraints. Yet I know it is a dream a miracle even. And I do pray that it will come to pass yet I do not let the ideal control me.I want this more than I can say in words, even without wining I know I am blessed
Yet I sit here hopping, dreaming awaiting for the moment to see of “What If” that time where I can be free that moment of truth moment that more than likely will not come for me yet I still hope and long for it to come.
I must remain positive, keep my head up and dream a dream that most will say is impossible or even delusional yet I hope, pray and dream that it will come to pass.
I can not say for certain what I will do if I win but I believe it will be wonderful to find out.
God please hear me, please find it within you to give me the opportunity to do great things.

School and My Own Business: PCH Week Four

PCH 7,000 a Week Set For Life
Week four a full month of an estimated $21,000 and wow to think about that. It is a lot of money when you are living off food stamps and your grandmother. So here is hoping that I can get this and put it to good use. Considering there are many people who do not even make that in a year and if I won I would get it each month, It is just wow.
A dream and a wish all wrapped into one and I know that I will not let it go to my head. If the day comes I will put each week into more than myself.

Foundation for the Future
Once week four shows up I will look into using it to start a foundation of learning and businesses to share with others what I have. I would found no-profit organizations to just researching charities to donate money to. I would hire a few people and be able to offer them a decent yearly salary just off the money I get from this sweepstakes.
I would need to get some education under my belt to be able to learn what is needed to well keep track of a lot of things and well there will be a lot of work even if I am “set for life” from winning I would not just do nothing, I would do even more than I do now, a lot more.

So Much More
Like I said I would not be doing nothing I would find something to focus on and each week after this would be an adventure. I know I will splurge on thing that are not needed but the main focus I will have is to find people who need the money more than I do and make sure they can use it in a way that fits. The dream of $7,000 a week is just unfathomable, it is just too much for one person. And I will not be the only one who benefits from it so God if you see me please hear me and give me a changed to become something more.

Dream Life

If things where at there best or at least as good as I can get it. This is what  I would like my life to be like.

I would awake in a home that I own with someone I love next to me. I would ready myself for the day ahead one without stress or frustration. The day would consist of me doing the things that make me happy; reading a book, watching a movie or TV show, playing a game on the computer, spending time with the people I love and may other things.

I understand that his could be real if I worked if I strive to achieve this dream it will become life. I have lived for over three decades and I have not done anything to improve my well being. It is time to change time to wake up and stop dreaming and to make my life what I want it to be. Yet I can not do this alone, I need help and seek it not from any that read this but from the people that are in my life. I need to find my path and follow it to the life that I deserve.

Newegg Wishlist

Well not that anyone will go and buy this stuff for me. I am looking for a new computer, one I want to put together myself if you wish to buy a part checkout my wishlist on newegg.com

As I am dreaming thinking someone will come and buy me parts why not go all the way and put some laptops for you to buy me. O and why not here are some full build systems with outrageous price tags.

Jokes aside I would like to get something that would allow me to rise above my own self doubt. This is not a joke in any way I would like to get a new system set up and to use it to live a better life. It will help me it will.

A World of my Own

I am going to do it, I am going to create something that I can call my own. It shall be a grand undertaking but I will get this done. I will create my very own world. It will be for a game of course but I shall build every last detail within it. Not in a computer world but one in words. Every rock every speck of dust shall have a place in it. I will go all in on this creation leaving nothing out.

It will be a world full of magic and wonder. Of good and evil it will be a story that I can share with any that is willing to read.